I killed 4 people and i feel bad about it.

Hi there I think it's for confession so I will confess today what I feel everyday. The guilt inside me is so bad. That I think I should die.
Where should I start i dunno.
I'm crying even when I am writing this.
I'm sorry everyone whom I hurt.
But I killed 4 people till today.
I can't control it.
I'm not normal anymore.
First killing was of a man who wasn't allowed in church who was accused of killing his dad and being possessed by devil that's why his mom died. Or people believe so.
He one day came to me.
Asked me that he wants to die.
He's feeling so money and he told me if I will kill him it will be much better for him.
And he told me now he don't have anyone in family so there's no need to worry.
But when I killed him cops came

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Saw his dead body and after some time I knew a girl always loved him but never told him cause people hated him. She was afraid of people.
She told me she knew that he came last time in my house.
So she cursed me that I will die in more pain then I can ever imagine.
I really feel sorry.
When I asked him how he wants to die he said he just want to die.
So I gave him poison to make him feel numb like he can feel pain but he can't do anything.
I cut his fingers one by one and them his wrist and after that I took out his ribs one by one.
I put a cross on his heart.
And then dumped him in river. Later he was found by cops.
I had put his wallet in his pants so he got identified.
Now I m still crying for doing all that .
I think I should die cause I have done that.
Someone please help me

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